On another note…I’m really anal about my room! If u touch something and dont put it back the exact way u got it that’s guna irritate me! Lik if it’s a little off I’m understanding cus u tried but when u jus set shit wherever…expect to get chewed out!
I’m mad at a situation and at this point nothing can be changed! All I want is for u to say sorry& actually mean it! Well act lik u mean it! Show tht u care…but if u don’t please jus say so!
I hate how much u mean to me! How u leave me crying at night! How u make me feel! Lik I dnt kno what to do wit you anymore! You don’t care lik you use to! I hate this! U make me sick! I feel lik throwing up! Literally! I wish u knew how I felt but if I ever told u this u would think its cus u were my first or cus I’m crazy or cus I’m a female! But in reality it’s cus I love you and can’t see myself with anyone else! I feel lik I’m trapped in a non existing relationship! Someone help me get out!
I lay in my bed at night as I listen to keyshia Coles songs relating everything back to him! Thinking how foolish I am to be shedding tears for a man that’s not even mine! Is it cus I love him? If so I don’t want to love him no more! Love shouldn’t give off the feelings I have! I have pains in my chest and a lump in my throat! I can’t get rid of either one of them! I hate all this cus it’s gotten to the point tht with or without him I’m not happy!
i dnt really care about valentines day…i dnt need flowers, candy, a fancy dinner, or anything else of the sort i jus wana be acknowledged lik any other day! so when i dnt get a a phone call yet alone a text message it kinda bothers me! lik u text and called me everyday this past week and today out of all days u decide not to hit me up?! is this ur way of tellin me im jus a sideline?? you confuse the fuck out of me! cus one day u tellin me u loveing me. the next u missin me. and the next u aint tellin me shit! why??? i will never understand u! i wont understand why you play wit my emotions BUT one day, hopefully one day soon i will figure out why im stuck on you && can use tht to move the fuck on! uhh this is by far the worst valentines day!
for the past few days me and my ex been talking and everything has been going good…but i jus have a gut feeling that something bad is going to happen cus it always does…i hate this feeling!
